If I'm thisif I fall... and nobody's thereI'll have floor- and don't careIf it's nothing- good to beLIEveI pick its LIE- and hope I liveIf I walk- everytime it rainsI'ts I hope- cold hearts feel no painIf I can't- trust in this messEven my shadow- left in darknessIf I dream- having you each dayIt's all I- have to hope- to stayThis Alice knows It's only a dreamBut I'll never ever stop dreamin
EternityHere you go turn the pageTo dance alone on the stageTo I less often control my rageTo I feel you were my cageTo I'm so fucked for my age
BlackI am so blackBlack as every single T-shirt I wearBlack as the ink in my penBlack as you cant even imagine...I swearBlack as "Men in black"s menBlack as wOw! tasty Cola-ZeroBlack as my none-black backgroundBlack as my favorite superheroBlack as my shadow,he always moves aroundBlack as "Rolling Stones" painted me this wayBlack as my glasses's frameBlack as the sewage hole I'll stay away!Black as Satan's voodoo words,Oh no,here they come again!Black as MO's default text colorBlack as wondering me,just why too black?Black as my motorola's HTC coverBlack as a repeating sound-trackBut maybe I'll mix a little white if I can findn' hope I'd be gray as you...the human kind!
Lie to meGive me a mickymouse cup,who cares,even a fakewhen leaving,not a goodbye kiss,come on,a little hand shakeeven a shout,an abuse,a middle one!for my birthday,will be the best ever cake**Do, do one,one of them,one of my wishs,take one out the potwho,who cares,cares 'bout me,let me believe you,even if not**i'm,like a kid,little one...he knows no lieneeds,just a lie,to dream...to get so so high**hmmm,yes...i'm a little kid...yes i do believen' yes...yes i like...everything...with a nice lie to recieve
I miss youTonight she's cutting her hair, a little I'm not there still I can tellAs I close my eyes, I hearAs I open arms, I feelThat black cloud screaming againThis fall sound making me insaneThere's no sun to stop them, rain It's pain.
HazelI look into those eyes, what I see scares me.I don't find what I need,I find reality.Conditional love fills my Father's eyes.Love, only applicable when I amwhat is wanted,what was imagined,and what is expected.And I'm not.I'll love him,
when he can't love me.
Broken trusts and mistakes"I trust youwith my heart and soulYou're my forever girland I believe in youI don't care about my fearsthat didn't wanna let you in'Cause I want you to be close like no one otherI want you to be with me when it's getting colder'Cause I want to feel your happiness as mine'cause I know you wont hurt me, I know it for sure this time'Cause I trust you with my all"I don't know what happened dearI never meant to do it,I swearI always said you could count on meAfter all, you're all I seeI always said you were safe with meand oh my dear, I meant every wordbut somehow I stabbed you like a swordSomehow I broke itSomehow I broke all my promisesI broke our friendshipI broke what mattersI broke your trust for meI just broke it...I got angryI did a mistakeI took a wrong turnI said the wrong wordsI hit the weak spotAnd I broke it.My body is shiveringfrom the cold you now speakThe tears streamcaused of the unforgiven mistakePain in my stomachfor the fear of n
I Can TryI can listen to everything you have to sayAnd try my best to make you feel betterMake the difficult times easier for youI can hold you close and make everything else disappearLet you take out your anger and frustrationPromise not to go anywhereI can tell you I won't leave you when things start to fall apartBut that doesn't mean you would do the sameWhen things start to get hardI can love you with all of my heartMiss you so much it hurts to breatheBut that won't make you come backMake you want to be with meI can try to convince myself that there's someone else out there for meThat you don't still own my heartI don't know if I'll ever truly be over youBut I can try to be
Love is FireLove is like Fire, Consuming, Unquenchable.It will reach it's objective, no matter what is placed in it's path.Time, Space, People, Things.It will Burn away everything, until it reaches its Object.Or, will Consume it self.
again one day of darknessagain one day of darknessin this life painfulor my happiness is prisonerin the castle of the eater of hopeagain one day of darknessor the reality is glaucousor the dreams turns into nightmaresor my wrists suffer from pain
SurvivalHeart,Pounding.Blood,Rushing.Vision,Blurring.It's tough.Survival,Of the fittest.Weakest link,Goodbye.A challenge.Circling,Like predators.Growling,Like animals.You must prove yourself.Claws,Glinting in the sun.Teeth,Bared in defiance.Protection of your pride.You,Finally clash.It's a flurry,Of swipes and kicks.It's a fight to the death.For what?Pride?Love?Hatred?Authority?No,You think.Your last breaths leave both of your bodies,And you laugh.No. It's not for any of those things.No... We just wanted excitement...What better way,To entertain?A fight to the death.
StoryBookI haven't seen you in yearsStill I miss you every dayAre you still out there?No one could sayI miss those blue eyesI can't believe I got awayI never meant toI wish I stayedI wish I could see youTouch youFeel youLike we never got appartI tried to find youBut I stoppedCouldn't breatheCouldn't moveCouldn't let you knowI was scared you might not want meNeed me like beforeIt's been too longToo long for me to come backI'm still broken heartedBut I wish you the bestI turned the pageBut you're part of my storybookYou're still thereAnd always will be...
Take me homeWould you notice?Would you carewould you feel aloneIf I were no longer there?Should be searchingCould I findA road to followTo get some peace of mind.Take me home,lead the way,without a word to say.Follow the moon,or the sun.Will I ever come,to a place where I belong.Could you tell me,who to be.just who is this girlI'm on lock and there's no key.I feel alone,I feel lost.Will I stay like this,Forever, always last.Take me home,lead the way,without a word to say.Follow the moon,or the sun.Will I ever come,to a place where I belong.Trying so hard to be someone I'm not,I'm slowly forgetting who I was.And I'm forgetting who I am,I just don't understand.Take me home,lead the way,without a word to say.Follow the moon,or the sun.Will I ever come,to a place where I belong.Take me there,Take me home.
Broken WingsI wish what we had would've lastedBut we fell apart so easilyAll I do is cry at the thought of youI miss you so much, and I need youAm I the one to blame or is it you?I wish I could take this all backBut sadly it's over unless we fix itI'm falling apart without you being you hereMy heart is shattering at the thought of being aloneI'll do whatever it takes to keep us togetherBut I need your support, I need your love, and your touchThis is something I can't do alone for I am only 1 personEvery second without you causes my heart to go through a constant erosionI know you want to be together but you need to put in effort tooThis is my attempt to get this through your headBecause I don't want our relationship to just drop deadWe have the power to keep it togetherWe can overcome the fucking nonsenseI am shaking from the pain I feelI am starting to contemplate what is realDon't let us die for no reasonLets fight for our chance at loveTake my hand we can conquer it allWi
Lovely AnneI once met a girl named Anneand what a lovely girl was she.She sat in corners and talkedand talked when no one listened.While lovely Anne was so lovelyno one went near lovely Anneand her never-ending talking.Lovely Anne with black hairand dark skin. Never listenedto the voice of society.Lovely Anne talked of a worldso unlike our own.No one went near her,but everyone listenedto the thoughts of a wonderful world.Lovely Anne lived in a worldwhere the clocks struck thirteenwhere everyone lovedwhere everyone smiledand tears were never shed.The walls and floorsobjects and papersthat she talked to day and nightheld to her wordsand wished for her world.Poor Lovely Anne had no friends.But lived in a world that was entirely her own.Lovely Anne who never left her worldand thought reality was imaginary.
Reading Why do you like it? It's such a simple question, yet she finds it hard to answer.Does she like reading because it's in some way forbidden? She must read fashion magazines, yes, but real books? Of course not!Does she like it because it's somehow an escape? Is it the fact that she lets her tea go cold because she's a million miles away, chasing a world that does not exist? The fact that, when she has to tear herself away, she's afraid that the story will continue on without her?Does she like the fact that it's a distraction? How trivial do mere bruises seem when soldiers are being struck down in battle? What are a few harsh words, when she's learning of women who were beaten down so hard and yet still managed to stand and fight?Does she like it?How she hates the way her mind has faded, provided with so many glossy images that she's been left unable to conjure any of her own. She can go about her day without acknowledging this horrible thought, but only by leaving the
I KnowI know that you need spaceTime away from everythingSo you can find your placeI know that you still think about meSome small thing we used to do may trigger a memoryRemind you of how things used to beI know that you still careYou're good at hiding how you feelBut maybe something is still thereI know there are a lot of things you don't knowLife can be overwhelmingI'm sure you'll go far, thoughI also know that you will always have a special place in my heartWe might not be togetherFriendship may be a good place to start
That Girl was MeThe girl with blood on her pillow Because at night, her monsters won't leave her mind alone So she tears At the never healing scars The girl with burn tracks down her face Tears just weren't enough They couldn't show the loss, the emotionSo, this was her way of showing her pain The girl with wire sewn lips Because the world showed her Her pleading words will never change a thing She has no power to help anyone, so why let her try The girl that has blackened feet Bruises from walking a million miles Following closely behind someone Only to realize they were a mirage in a twisted world The girl with a bottle of pain killers in her shaking hands Waiting to numb the pain Looking for the final reason To leave her private world of pain behind The girl with a frown painted over her fake smile Trying everything to make you see That she's not all right&
When I see herWhen I see herThe world will stop turningTime will stand still LoveMy Endless LoveFor you I would changeChange anythingTo hold you in my arms Love meKiss meJust be with meAnd believe in me For I am your nightAnd you are my princess
The Clay King.Red painton a beige wall, heat-- spices the air.I run my fingersthroughthe course grainsof crumbling stone,watchingflowers bloom, in your presence.
My DreamI dream of a girl, alone in the world, Whose problems can be solved by me.I become her hero, protector in the night; She loves me and wants me to stay.But I always say no, tell her it can't be, That I am cursed to forever be lonely.But she holds me close and says she's the same, And together, two cursed become stronger.So I stay and protect her as we live in a dream That could never come to fruition.Because there is no girl out there waiting for me. I'm no prince in shining armor.
Dangerous WatersYou only see broken, empty shells,They cut your aching feet,And give you a sense of solitude.You walk into the waves,They soothe your pain,They relieve you of sins. You want to run away,But every time you try,The call becomes louder.And you are so tired,So tired of running,From the call of soothing waters.So you swim,Engulfed by the comfort,But these are dangerous waters.You're swimming too far out,The tide will catch you,Drag you under.You will never resurface.
Dark redDrink not my blood, for my poluted mind -can't find a healMe, You, An angel -doesn't have a last sin.